[translation] 絶望輪舞曲 (zetsubou rondo [zetsubou rinbukyoku]) - JIGA (自我-ジガ-)


zetsubou rondo [zetsubou rinbukyoku] – rondo of despair


mou dame kamoshirenai”
"maybe it's already useless"
keshite tori motosenai mono ga aru
there's things that can't be restored
ai ka yume ka kubou ka doreda?
love, dreams or hope?
ushina itakunai mono ga “taizetsu” ka?
Which you don't want to lose? Which one is the "important"?

mou dame kamoshirenai”
"maybe it's already useless"
keshite tori motosenai mono ga aru
there's things that can't be restored
kane ka hito ka mono ka doreda?
money, people or things?
Ichiban daijina mono aru wa “manzoku” ka?
The best and most important thing can "satisfy" you?

heso no o wo kirareta itami wa mou oboetenai
We already don't remember the pain of cutting the umbilical cord
ikite iru kakiri kurushimi aru
there's pain as much as life

zetsubou no uta kami shime nagara
song of despair, while you chew this
zetsu” wa subete no kanjou oikoshi
the "despair" will overcome all the other feelings
sakebu kawaita koe ga utau
shouting, singing with a dry voice
wasureru kotonai itami ga aru nara
if there's pain, you'll never forget
kizu no kazu dake ikita akashi dato
but, if the scars are the only proof of live
sou omoeba itakunai
so will not be painful to forget

ushinatta mama ikite iru
living, as if we were lost
bokutachi wa mada ikite iru
we still alive

ikiru kurushimi ajiwai nagara
while taste the pain on living
ikite irun dakara mohaya shinderu mo douzen
to be alive and already be dead will be the same

zetsubou ni mada zetsubou shitenai
Still in despair, no more in despair
ikita akashi wa kitto hitotsu janai
Certainly there's not only one kind of proof of life
sakebe kawaita koe de “utai kurue”
shouting, "singing madly" with a dry voice
nanimo shiranai bokutachi wa mata
we still don’t know anything
katte ni ikite katte ni shinde iru
to live arbitrarily, to die arbitrarily
sankoku na ikisama de
it's a cruel way of living

shinitai” to negau no wa
just the desire of "living"
ikiru” koto shika nokosarete inai kara (↑↓)
and "dying" are left