[translation] HEDOROMAMA - DEZERT

Hedoromama*

[* I’ll not translate hedoromama in english, for being used as a proper name, BUT hedoro mean “sludge” and mama, in that (especific) case, is “mother”. A literally translation can be “sludge mama”. Sludge, in general, supposes a negative situation, what can be interpreted like “the mother of all misfortunes”, but this is an adaptation.]

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kanashimi de afureta heya de　 boku no na wo yobu koe ga suru

In a room full of sadness, there’s a voice calling my name

kimi wa dare? Dokokara kita no? "sou, boku no na wa hedoromama"

Who are you? Where are you from? “so, my name is Hedoromama”

Naze, boku no namae wo yobuno?

Why are you calling my name?

"datte　kimi wa minikuishi, hitori jaa sabishi sou datta kara yattekita"

“because you are ugly, and looks lonely, so I came for you”

~hedoromama　kimi wa naze yasashii no?

~hedoromama: why are you sad?

akiramezu zutto　boku no soba de hagemasu

I will never give up, encourage me and stay by my side

oshiete yo mama　boku ga ikiteru imi wo

tell me mama, whats the meaning of my existence?

"shoujiki ni iu to　boku nu mo sappari wakaranainda"

“honestly, I have no idea”

kurushimide tadareta heya de　boku no na wo yobu koe ga suru

In a room full of pain, a voice is calling my name

yuiitsumuni　kidai no HERO souka no na wa hedoromama

there’s just an extraordinary hero, their name is Hedoromama

konna minikui jibun kaetai yo

I want to chance my ugliness

"omae ga kawaru koto wanai　nanbyou　nanbun　nanen nankounen　tatte tatte muri!"

“there’s no necessity to change nothing, how many minutes, how many seconds, how many years, how many light-years? It’s impossible to change it!

~hedoromama　anta sorya hidosugiru

~hedoromama: you are so mean

kono heya de zutto　anta wo shinjitekita

in this room, I have always believed you

Moshikashite mama　boku wo sukuu kiwa ZERO?

mama, the chances that I be saved can be zero?

"shoujiki ni iu to omae no saigo wo mini kitadakesa"

“honestly, just go and see what happen”

Fuzakeruna! Omae wa HERO janai　ayaukumanma to damasarekaketa!

This is not a joke! You are not a hero, you almost tricked me!

"sorya anta amari ni mo migatte da. Ore wo yonda no wa omaejanai ka."

“this is so selfish, you are so selfish, you had called me”

Usotsuke! Nakamana doiranai!

Liar! I don’t need any friend!

"ara, sounano? Sorenaradetekune"

“aah, so that’s it? In that case, I’ll go away”
Iya, sokomade wa itsuttenai darou. Are? Uso daro? Bokuwa mata hitori.

No, I haven’t said that. What? Is this a lie? I’m alone.

zetsubou de umoreru heya de　are? Karejanai koe ga suru

In a room full of despair, what? This is not his voice

kimi wa dare? Dokokara kitano? "sou, boku wa kimi jishin da yo"

Who are you? Where are you from? “I am you”

Naze, boku ga boku no na wo yobu no?

Why are you calling my name?

"datte kimi wo hontou no imide sukueru no wa kimi shikainai janai ka"

“because only you can mean and save your life”

Hedoromama kimi wa naze yasashii no?

Hedoromama, why are you so gentle?

hedoromama　souka kimi wa boku jishin

Hedoromama, so you is me

kizuita yo hora　ijikezu ni deteoide

I noticed that, don’t be shy, come on

saa boku no mama minikusa mo ukeirete katai kakihirakete bokura sannin de heya kara de you

aah, accept my ugliness as it are, open this heavy lock and leave this three versions of me come out