[translation] Shoujou 1 Backdrop - Scapegoat

Shoujou 1 Backdrop – Symptom 1: backdrop.

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sensei nee oshiete
Hey teacher, answer me,

boku wa naze umaretekita no ka
Why do I exist?

sensei nee kiite
Hey teacher, listen:
sogaikan de mou shinde shimaitai

I’m already an alienated, I wanna die.

FIKUSHON wa okimari no ENDO
The fiction has a usual ending

aki o toorikoshite iraira
I’m tired of going through this frustrations

iranai sonzai no boku o shoukyo
I’m not necessary, eliminate me,

no mae ni jitsuryoku koushi
before it is needed to use force.

jikkou dekinai MANIFESUTO kakageru
Is not possible to realize the created manifest.

rikou na noumiso o wakete kure yo
do divide clever minds!

boku no te ga yogorete shimau mae ni
before my hands get dirty

hora sabishii
aah, lonely

aa korosaresou hito no me wa
aah, I’ll be killed by the peoples eyes

boku ni ima sugu tobiorite shine to itteru
that now, are jumping and saying that I’m dead

aa sono mae ni boku no te de
aah, before [I do it], with my hands …

korosu n'da boku ga koko ni ite ii riyuu no tame
kill me for the reasons that I’m here

gisei ni natte hora
sacrifice me

umaku kotoba ni dekinai n'da
I’m not that good with words,

mukashi kara sou boku no mawari ni wa daremo inai
It's been a long time since there's nobody around me,

sakerareru koto ni wa mou nareta yo
I'm already used to avoid some situations.

kirawareru no mo mou daijoubu
It's okay to feel hate

demo sou janai n'da

but it is not either.

hontou wa motto motto aisareteitai
Truly, I wanted to be more loved
nee dareka oshiete yo
hey, anyone, answer me!

boku no koe o kiite
Can my voice be heard?

guuzen kiita no sa boku wa nozomareteinai
I overheard that I’m not desired,
demo mada shinzou ga yamanai kara
but it will not make my heart stop beating.

aa koroshite kure sono ai de
aah, kill me with this love

mou nidoto ikitai to omotte shimawanai you ni
so that I will never think of dying again

aa yume ni mita shiawase wa
aah, the happiness that I saw in my dreams,

kitto kono jigoku ni wa sonzai wa shinai
it certainly doesn't exist in hell

oroka na boku o keshite
erase this stupid me