[translation] 蟻塚 (arizuka) - deadman

arizuka 

anthill 

tokiakasu aimai na kako no danpen ni

kasane auu aimai na kioku wo

nouri wo kasumeru akumu

tsumetai sono te wo nigirishimete

To unravel, in the fragments of an ambiguous past,

vague memories that overlap.

A nightmare flickers through my mind 

I grip that cold hand tightly.

fukaku mienai soko ni utsuru no wa

ochiru shikabane

fukaku mienai soko ni utsuru no wa

tsumiageru mujihina hakidame ka 

kawarihateta sugata

Too deep to see what clearly, but it is reflected 

a corpse that falls.

Too deep to see what clearly, but it is reflected 

a merciless pile of rubbish, or

a shadow of what a have been? 

wakatteta aishiteta nikundeta mou

I knew. I loved. I hated. 

ari no takaru amai shitai

ari no takaru dare no shitai

Ants crowd around a sweet corpse.

Ants crowd around whose corpse?

oshiyoseru yuruginai yamai no hayasa ni

kamishimeru yuruginai muryokusa wo

nouri wo kasumeru jijitsu

atataka na ano basho e kaerou

At the unwavering speed with which the disease surges in,

I bite down on this unwavering helplessness.

A thouth flickers through my mind:

return to that warm place.

fukaku mienai soko ni utsuru no wa

ochiru shikanai

fukaku mienai soko ni utsuru no wa

tsumetaku musanna maboroshi ka kawarihateta sugata

Too deep to see what clearly, but it is reflected 

only the fall 

Too deep to see what clearly, but it is reflected 

a cold and cruel illusion, a shadow of what a have been? 

wakatteta aishiteta tsukaretanda mou

I knew. I loved. I am exhausted.

ari no takau amai shitai

ari no takau dare no shitai

hanataba kizamu kimi no boseki

hanataba kizamu ore no boseki

Ants crowd around a sweet corpse.

Ants crowd around whose corpse?

Your gravestone, engraved with bouquets.

My gravestone, engraved with bouquets.