[translation] juu gatsu itsuka getsuyoubi, BARA BARA (１０月５日月曜日バラバラ) - ザアザア (XAA-XAA)

 juu gatsu itsuka getsuyoubi, BARA BARA – Monday, October 5th. I got in pieces

juu gatsu itsuka getsuyoubi

Monday, October 5th

me ga sametara kare kara no chakushin

When I woke up, I saw a call from him

asa kara denwa mezarashiku

it was weird to him call me at the morning

shinpai shinagara mo orikaeshita

so, I got worried and called back

juu gatsu muika kayoubi

Tuesday, October 6th

denwa ni deta no wa shiranai jousei

An unknown woman answered the phone

“ikinari desu ga koremasu ka”

"It's sudden, but can you come here?"

ikinaru datta kedo subete wo satotta no

Was unexpected, but I was already understood everything

juu gatsu muika no hiru sugi

Later, still October 6th

anata wa subete uso wo tsuteita

Everything you said were lies

hitori gurashi no hazu no ie

The house where you're supposed to live alone

shiawasena katei hirogatteita

Was filled with a happy family

doushite

Why?

BARA BARA ni shiyou kowashite shimaou

I was in pieces, completely broken

tomaranai shoudou ga

in an irrepressible impulse

aishita hazu no anata

You must have love it

sore wa nise mono da

This is such a fakery 

nanimokamo owarase you

Everything is over

furigazashitano wa aijou no hazu ga

What I build was supposed to be love, but

tsumetakute surudokute

was cold and sharp

nando demo nando demo

Lots of times, lots of times,

anata ni shitsumon

I made you questions

benji ga naku naru made nando demo

till the answers get over, lots of times

juu gatsu mikka doyoubi

Saturday, October 3rd

tanjoubi ni yubiwa wo moratta no

you gave me a ring for my birthday

tottemo ureshikute naita

I was so happy I cried

zetai taisetsu ni suru kara ne

I definitely appreciated that

juu gatsu yokka nichiyoubi

Sunday, October 4th

futari de daisukina yuuenchi e

We went to my favourite amusement park

tottemo hajagi tsukareta no

It was so fun I got exhausted

sono hi BAI BAI shite sugu nemutta

that day I said BYE BYE and then slept

doushite

Why?

BARA BARA ni natta kowashitematta

I was in pieces, completely broken

mune ga sakebi wameita

In my chest, I was shouting and crying

aishita anata no koe

Your voice, I loved so much

yasashii egao wa

and your gentle smile

sugata katachi wo kaete

has changed its form

nikumedo kusaredo wasurerarenu hibi

Those days are hatred and rotten, but unforgettable

aishita no wa watashi da

I loved you

tobichitta kakera tachi

I tried to arrange

narabete mita kedo

your scattered pieces but

torikaeshi no tsukanai warui yume

It couldn't be undone, such a nightmare

atama wo yogitta tanoshikatta hibi

I remembered every fun day

sore wa subete uragiri

They were all illusion

anata wa usotsuki da

You are a liar

hontou wa dare da

Who you do really are?

watashi kara kiete kure

Get out of my face

BARA BARA ni shiyou kowashite shimaou

I was in pieces, completely broken

tomaranai shoudou ga

in an irrepressible impulse

aishita hazu no anata

You must have love it

sore wa nise mono da

This is such a fakery 

nanimokamo owarase you

Everything is over

furigazashitano wa aijou no hazu ga

What I build was supposed to be love, but

tsumetakute surudokute

was cold and sharp

nando demo nando demo

Lots of times, lots of times,

anata ni shitsumon

I made you questions

benji ga naku naru made nando demo

till the answers get over, lots of times

juu gatsu itsuka getsuyoubi

Monday, October 5th

me ga sametara hidoku asebandeta

When I woke up, I was sweating so much

asa kara MERU mezurashiku

At morning, I received a curious email

“hontou ni tanjoubi omedetou”

"Truly wish you a Happy birthday!"