[translation] Bath Room - the GazettE

Bath Room

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nemurenai no wa naze? shizukesa ni yoi shireteta

Why can't I sleep? Again, I was intoxicated with the silence

shimetta heya de hitori mata kuchizusameba munashiku

in this moist room, if I hum something, would be useless

nemurenai no wa naze? anata ga mieta kara

Why can't I sleep? What you was seeing from

shiten wa nureta yuka atama wo kashigete nemutteru

your perspective was this wet floor, with your head lean to sleep

shiritaku mo nai you na genjitsu ni tada mukanjou de

I don't want to understand, I just [want] to have no emotions in this reality

koe mo desazu zutto matataki sura wasurete anata ni mitorete ita

without saying nothing, I was forgetting to blink, I was fascinated by you

nemutte shimaitai nezame dake wo osorete

I want to sleep, I'm just afraid of waking up

subete wo wasuretai migatte na tawagoto ne

I want to forget everything, stupid bullshit isn't?

anata no namae wo yobu kamoku ni ki ga fureru

I call your name and I feel the silence

yasete kata wo tsutsumi sakenda kagososugita nukumori ni

I scream and grip your skinny shoulders and feel your fragile warmth

shiritaku mo nai you na genjitsu ni fukaku kokoro obore

I don't want to understand, I [want to] drown my heart in this reality

kuchibiru wo kami koraeta namida sae imi ga nai to shitta

biting my lips to hold the tears, I knew that this did not any sense

tachitsukusu boku no haigo no koe

Stand and still, with a voice in your back

hakidasu wake nado dou demo yokatta

whatever your reasons, it's okay

tada me no mae no anata ga totemo sabishisou na kao de

[you was] just before my eyes, with a very sad face

nani hitotsu dekinakatta jibun wo shinu hodo nikunda

and I was not able to do anything, [while you was] hating yourself till death

namae wo kureta yuiitsu no anata e kono mama soba ni ite kurenai ka

You, [an] unique [person], that has gave me a name, how will you be by my side?

sou boku ni totte saisho de saigo no yasashiki “mama”

My first and my last gentle "mother"

shiroi kabe ni sotto makkana enogu de anata wo fuchidotta

In a white wall, I secretly drew your outline with shades of bright red

mada atatakai hoho wo suriyosete shizuka ni waratte miseyou

Pressing my cheeks that still warm, we laugh quietly

ootsubu no namida ga anata to kasanatte hitotsu ni nareta ki ga shita

Big tears was overlap, then I felt as we were one

mabuta wo toji nukumori ga kieru koro boku wa anata no soba de

I close my eyes, the warmth disappears, I am by your side