[translation] 東京心中(tokyo shinjuu) - the GazettE

Tokyo Shinjuu – Tokyo double-suicide

aisuru hito ga ima no watashi no subete desu

The person I love now is everything to me

anata ga iru kara watashi ga watashi de irareru no

I can be myself 'cause you are here

"tousan, kaasan. watashi,

"dad, mom, I

ano hito to toukyou de kurasu koto ni shimashita.

decided to live in Tokyo with this person.

baka na koto da to wa juubun wakattemasu.

I clearly understand this is stupid.

watashi datte mou kodomo ja arimasen.

I'm not a child anymore.

jibun de kangae raremasu.

I can think by myself .

gomennasai. saigo no wagamama yurushite kudasai…”

I'm sorry. Please, forgive my last egotism."

ano hi anata kara watasareta toukyou yuki no kippu

That day you gave me the tickets to go to Tokyo

uchiakete kureta, shourai to yume wa

and confided to me the dream future

"kono machi wo dete toukyou de issho ni kurashite kurenai ka?"

"don't you want to get out of this city and go to live in Tokyo with me?"

watashi wa sukoshi tomadoi nagara mo ureshikatta

I was a bit confuse but I was happy too

fuan nante sukoshi mo nakatta aisuru hito ga issho desu kara

I was not anxious, because the person I love was with me

tsurai toki ya sabishii toki mo tashou aru deshou ga

Even that some moments are hard and sad,

tayoru kazoku mo sutete kimashita baka na amae ya miren mo zenbu

I threw off the family I trusted, every stupid easiness and attachment

anata to no atarashii jinsei to yume no tame ni

to live a new dream-life with you.

mazushisa ga mi ni shimiwataru dakedo anata iru kara

The poorness get into my mind, but you are here.

kaeri wo matsu jikan sae mo shiawase de afureteru

Even when I'm waiting you to come back I'm full of happiness,

kokoro wo komete tsukutta anata ga suki na ryouri

cooking the food you like with all my heart.

yorokobu kao ga hayaku mitai... mitai desu

I want to see your happy face soon... I want to see

"toukyou no seikatsu ni mo narete kimashita.

"I got used to the life in Tokyo,

ano hito wa mainichi yoru osoku made oshigoto ganbattemasu.

this person has worked late and hard everyday,

sono sei deshou ka, saikin genki ga nai you ni omoemasu.

I wonder if is that reason he is not so healthy lately.

watashi ga kiitemo, tada kutabireta egao wo miseru dake de

Even when I ask, he just give me a tired smile

kotaete kuremasen. shinpai de shinpai de shikatanai desu."

and don't answer me, I cant avoid being worried"

"tadaima."

"I'm home"

totemo yasashii anata no koe

Your super gentle voice

tsurai toki wa itsumo futari de sasaeatta

always helped us in hard moments

donna ni fukou demo futari nara daijoubu datta

Even in misfortune, together we was fine

ai ga sameta wake janai tada otagai no kimochi ga

Is not like our love had cooled, but both our feelings

soppo wo muiteta dake

turned to other side.

hajimete anata ga naiteta shakai ni yabureta yoru

One night, worn out by the society, you cried for the first time

nante koe wo kaketara ii ka... oshiete

What should I say... tell me

yume no tame ni nakushita shiawase na katei wa

The happy family I lost to this dream.

mae wo mukezu tada kuyashikute naiteiru

I cry 'cause there's nothing in front of me besides repentance.

mazushisa ga mi ni shimiru futari wa te wo totte

Two people consumed by poorness join their hands

kisetsu hazure no senkou hanabi wo mitsumeteru

looking to the out-of-season-fireworks,

kono hidane ga ochite miren ga nakunattara

when this little spark falls, there's no more regrets

me wo tojite gokkan no umi e... futari de.

Two people... close their eyes and jump into the freezing sea

tsunaida te ga hodokete mu ni naru watashi to anata.

our join-hands are separated, and you and me become nothing.

"anata to sugoshita juusankagetsukan

"I passed thirteen months with you

hontou ni iroiro arimashita ne.

and lots of things happened right?!

issho ni ita kara yoku wakarimasu.

We was together, so I can understand well,

ganbarisugite tsukareta desho?

you tried your best and was tired, right?

mou daijoubu watashi zutto issho ni iru kara.

It's okay, now we will be together forever.

gomen ne tousan, kaasan.

I'm sorry. Dad, Mom.

atashi kono hito nashi ja ikite ikenai.

I can not live without this person.

shinpai sasete gomennasai.

I'm sorry for worrying you.

gomennasai. gomennasai…"

I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."