[translation] 『死にたい』御年頃 (“shinitai” otoshigoro) - 真天地開闢集団-ジグザグ (ZigZag)

“shinitai” otoshigoro – Age to “want to die”

negau wa towa no etsu to

I wish to have eternal pleasure and

kumonaki sumiwataru harezora

the sky to be clear and with no clouds,

kiwamaru sachi hanayaka

to have much lucky, be gorgeous,

mabayuki warai aeta hibi

and the days we laughed together

sore wa ni nen hodo mae

It's been about two years

sakura ga kirei ni hana sakasu koro

the cherry trees was dazzling blossoming

youki ni utau kaze ni hanshite

against the wind, singing cheerfully

totsuzen no zetsubou

a sudden despair

“iyana yokan wa zutto shiteta

"I was always with a bad presentment,

yume ni mo omowanakatta wake janai

it was not like I'm dreaming.

zutto osoreteita sono toki ga

That times I was really scared,

fuini yatte kita dake nanda”

it just came suddenly"

towa no mono nado konoyo ni wa aranu koto to

In this world there's nothing like the eternity and

kimi no koe wo kimi no uta wo

your voice, your song

BOKU wa mou nidoto kikanai

that I'll never listen again

yasashi karishi kimi no mama

your gentle way

kioku ni futa wo shita

covered my memories

“shinitai”

"I want to die"

nani wo yatte mo kekka wa miete iru

Doesn't care what I do, the result is noticeable

yokatta koto? nai nai nai nai

and is it a good thing? no, no, no, no

saigo wa itsumo baka wo miru

in the end I always feel like an idiot

sonzai kachi nankanai

it's not worth existing

shinitai shinitai kikashite kietai

I want to die, I want to die, evaporate and disappear

harukaze majiri fuwa fuwari

to mix myself with the spring wind, lightly

umareta ruyuu nante shiranai

I don't know why I've born

dodemo ii koto

and I don't care about it

kami wa BOKU wo misutemashita

God has leave me.

itsuka sukuwareru no kana

I wonder if someday I will be rescue,

hito wa minna byoudou ni

although I have heard that

dekite iru to kiita no ni… (↑↓)

all the people are equal...

kimi no koe wo kimi no uta wo

your voice, your song

BOKU wa mou nidoto kikanai

that I'll never listen again

yasashii karishi kimi no mama

your gentle way

kioku ni futa wo shita

covered my memories

yasashii koe wo yasashii uso wo

A gentle voice, a gentle lie

BOKU wa mou nidoto kikanai

that I'll never listen again

tanoshii karishii yume no mama

the fun of this dream

kare no hi no mama

will remain on this day

kimi no koe ga kimi no uta ga

Your voice, your song

itsuka omoidasenaku naru youni

someday will become impossible to remember

yasashii karishi kimi mune ni

Your kindness that is

sotto shimai konde(↑↓)

gently kept into my chest is

“ikite you”

"like to live"

Translator notes:

(↑↓) *I inverted the order of the verses to make more sense.

Italic parts are adaptations.