[translation] 慟哭 (doukoku) - Bergerac

Doukoku – Grief

uzuku kaku yadoru kodou watashi no subete datta

I gave all of myself, my insides ached, my depths pulsed

kie yuku unmei¹ no honoo watashi wa nani mo wakaranakatta

My flame of fate was disappearing, I couldn’t understand anything

kimi no oto wa togire hajime sonzai sae mo yurusarezu

Your sounds start to interrupt, even your existence is forbidden

seishaku ni karada wo azuke

keep your body quiet

hateshinai yami e ochite yuku

and fall into an endless darkness

… cause of the grief.

chikaratsukita kiki ga yokotawaru youni

after using all their strength, the trees lied down

iku ate no nai shuushou wa chi wo hau

there’s no place to go, the grief crawl over the floor

kara wo yaburu no ga hayasugita kimi e

I need to tell you,

yuku ni imatsutaetai

you broke the shell too soon

hitome demo ai takatta to

I looked around, and can’t find you

the god deserted me.

Everything was deprived.

… cause of the grief.

chikaratsukita kimi wa doko e mukau no ka?

After using all your strength, where did you go?

hikari wo abiru koto no nakatta kimi wa

You have never bathed in the sunlight

tenobira de yasashiku tsutsumi komu koto mo kanawazu

I can't even get you into my hands

tada, karehatete

you just succumbed

chikaratsukita kiki ga yokotawaru youni

after using all their strength, the trees lied down

yuku ate mo nai shuushou wa chi wo hau

you're not alive anymore, the grief crawl over the floor

doukoku wa yamanai

endless grief

Translator notes:

¹ is written unmei but he sings sadame, both mean the same.

I think it is about an abortion, but IDK.