watashi
ki ga yowaku nekura na onnanoko
I was a very shy and moody girl.
I was a very shy and moody girl.
juushi
no haru haha wa totsuzen kieteiku
On my 14th spring my mother suddenly disappeared
On my 14th spring my mother suddenly disappeared
chichi
wa watashi o "AITSU ni niteru" to
My dad told me "you look like her"
My dad told me "you look like her"
chikara
furikazashi soko kara watashi ga fueta
And became more authoritative, I grew up from there
And became more authoritative, I grew up from there
aa kokoro no naka ni aa tsukuriageta jinkaku wa
Ahh, the personality I built inside my heart
aa
nemuri ni tsuku watashi o ayatsuri odoridasu
Aah, take control of me when I sleep and make me dance
Aah, take control of me when I sleep and make me dance
kawaru kawaru watashi no naka
Something inside me has changed.
shiranai
WATASHI ni obieta
This unknown "me" is so scary
This unknown "me" is so scary
"sotto
kata o dakiyosete"
I hug my shoulders gently
I hug my shoulders gently
ai
o kanjitai no
I want to feel love
I want to feel love
hajimete no anata subete o aishiteta
My first love, I want to love you entirely [Here the kanji is 恋人 (koibito) but he sings (anata) that is "you are my first, I want to love you entirely"]
sonna
aru hi kare no uwaki ni kidzuite
One day I discovered that he was having an affair
One day I discovered that he was having an affair
ikari
nakijakuru watashi o mite kare wa
He saw me crying with anger
He saw me crying with anger
chikara
furikazasu ano hi no kioku ga meguru
The memory of that day keeps surrounding me.
The memory of that day keeps surrounding me.
aa kowaresou na hodo aa kokoro ga itaku kurushii
ahh my heart hurts so so much, aah it is about to break
aa
me o samashita keshiki ni ANATA wa kiete yuku
aah I've already wake up from that “mirage” you may just disappear
aah I've already wake up from that “mirage” you may just disappear
mawaru mawaru kioku no naka
this memories keep surrounding me
nannimo
oboeteinai no
don't you remember?
don't you remember?
"watashi
wa warukunai deshou?"
“I'm not so bad, am I?”
“I'm not so bad, am I?”
zenbu
ano ko no sei
all of this just for that girl
all of this just for that girl
tokidoki
omo'u watashi wa dare?
Sometimes alone in the cold rain
Sometimes alone in the cold rain
tsumetai
ame hitorikiri
I wonder, who am I?
I wonder, who am I?
"kiete
shimaetara"
"Stop this and go away"
"Stop this and go away"
nidoto
aisenai deshou
I'll never love again
I'll never love again
kawaru kawaru watashi no naka
Something inside me has changed.
umareta
koto sura kuyanda
I lament this has was born [inside of me]
I lament this has was born [inside of me]
daremo
WATASHI o shiranai futari dake no sekai
Nobody knows me in this world of only two people
Nobody knows me in this world of only two people
are kara kyou made mou hitori no jibun wa
The "me" who knew you that day,
tozashiteita
anata ni deatte
Today is silent [maybe "quiet" is a best word]
Today is silent [maybe "quiet" is a best word]
ano
ko ga koi ni ochita hora watashi ga nemuri ni tsuku
That
girl fell in love and, see, I just fell asleep
TRANSLATOR’S
NOTE:
English
is not my first language, I think that eng translation that I made
isn't too good, I’m sorry about it, I'll probably make it better
soon, consider this a draft