[translation] ドリスからの手紙 (DORISU kara no tegami) - deadman

DORISU kara no tegami — letter from Doris

kamisama asa no hi ga kagerimasu you ni
kamisama shizukesa wa eien janai mono

God, may the morning sun be hidden.
God, silence is not eternal.

chiisana shiawase mo tsukanoma no yume
umarete kita koto sae yorokobenai

Even this small happiness is a fleeting dream.
I can't even rejoice in having been born.

I'm sorry watashi ga umareta hi ni
I'm sorry kanawanu yakusoku

I'm sorry — the day I was born.
I'm sorry — this promise I cannot keep.

asahi wa zankokuna kagaru yoru no maebure

The morning light is the cruel omen of the night that hides itself.

I'm sorry anata no hitsuuna kao wo MORUHINE kawari ni shita koto
koko ni anata to sugoseta hibi
totemo shiawase deshita

I'm sorry that I used your anguished face as a substitute for morphine.
The days I was able to spend here with you —
they were very happy.

taekirenai yowasa kageru yoru ni miushinau
taekirenai yowasa
nagai nagai shizukesa ni
fuan to kyoufu wo

I lose control of this unbearable weakness as night falls —
this unbearable weakness.
In the long, long silence,
anxiety and fear.

wakare ga subete noshikakaru hi ni
anata no tegami omoi mabuta wo

On the day when our farewell weighs heavily on everything,
remembering your letter, my eyelids —